stop staring

is what i heard all day today atleast from6th period to 7th because merrisa who doesn't know im not good at talking to her so i can't do anything else with hope of my feelings being translated to her. ashley was not at school today so she was not in the picture and corina was more tame than usual. but now i have a whole speech about changing something in the world due tommorow but i already finished so well actually there is no so i already finished is all that had to be said. If anyone has any help they can give me about any of the problems i have with girls than please help.

this was a wierd not very kind day

first things first as i am not good at speaking to girls it's easier to look at them which causes many problems such as ashley wanting to not sit anywhere near me and merrisa to hate me a bit more. now the wierd and funny and not very kind parts come in around 3-5 period during home-ec this girl corina who i also like kept acting like she liked me although i can tell she does not also during 3rd period this other girl allison radin was so bossy like oh my god all she did was blurt out orders then tell you your wrong and not let you get credit for your work. then in 4th period this new girl from korea named yoonji who said she had no friends which is a lie as she rides my bus with a girl that can't be within .5ft of me and vice versa (we both hate each other) so i tried to be yoonji's tomodachi but of course she said no because i don wanna and that is not a reason if she atleast said because i hate you it would make more sense. and during 5th period ashley and corina kept blowing fake kisses at me and i was powerless not to look at them with as happy eyes as possible.

well that's today's school day in a nutshell

ah another day another waste of time

As the title suggests i wasted my time today i tried to talk to merrisa you know the girl i really like but ended up talking to ashley instead another girl i like just a little bit more of as a friend. a good thing that happened today though was that i was able to take my standardized tests with ease. the truly worst part of the day was when i thought i lost my folder with all of my work in it but in the end that was unconsequencial.

first day at opening the blog

Now conisdering that it's my first post i will just explain a few things. typing my thoughts and feelings makes my heart lighter. also because i am not good at at talking to girls by girls i mean younger than 15 as in i am literally younger than 15 years old of course that number will eventually change. also i am starting this blog because this really nice, beautiful girl that knows my feelings thinks i am a nerd although i have never done anything nerd like except be around nerds because other people can't stand me nearby. honestly this girl is smart and nice and funny while still being very very pretty. wow this post ended rather unsubstantially